JEALOUSY- Why am I sometimes Jealous?

Why, and how, does jealousy exist? Jealousy is only able to exist, if you, within yourself, have the following attributes, as a mind consciousness system: inferiority, superiority, comparison, self judgment.. yeh… those four. Inferiority, superiority, self judgment, comparison.

This world supports jealousy. Jealousy is actually the “mate” of comparison. Jealousy stems from comparison, from the design of comparison. Thus, jealousy – as you might already know and be aware of – exist of the mind. So, why would jealousy exist, furthering the enslavement of separation? Now, this world supports jealousy in the following way: You have human beings looking different. And, the most fascinating… most fascinating, of jealousy and comparison, is that it is all about pictures.

Jealousy is the trap. Jealousy is the “spider”, the web of this mind consciousness reality, in which you get stuck and trapped if you allow yourself to compare, and from in that comparison, allow jealousy within you. Human beings who are jealous, are the most vulgar expressions I have seen in this world. It is the most ugliest, disgusting expression I have seen in this world. Because human beings who allow jealousy, are really, really the most nastiest, untrustworthy, deceitful, dishonest human beings I’ve seen in this existence. Now, if you allow comparison and jealousy within you – with anything, or anyone in this world – you’ve fallen. You’re in the trap, the “web” of this mind consciousness reality. Within that… within that one singular point of jealousy, you are supporting and allowing, and accepting and assisting separation of this world, and within yourself. Because, within oneness, as who we are, how on this and in this existence is jealousy able to exist?… is comparison able to exist?

Really, with self honesty, look within you. Look at how jealousy and comparison, in your mind, stem from pictures. Human beings, do not allow your eyes to deceive you. Because, it is in the eyes of this holographic, pictured reality, that you allow yourself to be trapped, and enslaved, and actually living separation within you, when you allow jealousy and comparison. And, it always stems from superiority or inferiority, self judgment and, as I’ve said, comparison is the big one… because that’s where it, it… it’s…it’s like a ladder… you have superiority, inferiority, self judgment, comparison, jealousy [makes “stepping” motions with hands and arms, making an invisible ladder, upwards, each “step” being created as as each point is mentioned]…the whole triangle system construct [forms triangle shape with hands], which manifest in your experience of jealousy. And really, have a look… it is so fascinating to what jealousy within you is able to drive you to do, to become.

And, it’s interesting, because human beings who are jealous, and who compare, think that they are, in some way, influencing or harming another, when actually, it’s them, themselves – those that allow themselves to be jealous, and compromise, and compare – that become the real beasts of this world. Of course, it is interesting, ‘cos that which you are jealous of and compare yourself to according to another, you will experience.

Understand, human beings, you’re responsible for your own self, and what’s going on within you. Look at it from this perspective: You’re going to have to live with yourself, infinitely. I would live in such a way that I would have no regret or shame before anyone or anything in this world, including myself. Take care of yourselves, human beings… it’s really enough. And, you do not want to see yourself in terms of what you have become, and allowed and accepted yourself to be, because of jealousy. It is a sickness. It is an illness. If you must, stop watching television, stop buying those goddam magazines, you know… when you watch the human beings on the television and in cinemas and in magazines, who always seem so “perfect” and “beautiful”… and there you go, on a roll…[rolls arms one over the other]… bam, bam, bam, bam, bam…comparison….jealousy traps you every time.

So, observe yourself when you’re in this world, human beings. Observe your thoughts, because the most active aspect of the mind is jealousy and comparison. Have a look.

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