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Spiritual attacks – Demonology forum perspective

Forum perspective on the following thread:

It is at this point of self realization within how one has given value to states of energy possession as being real and special – that one is able to stop and apply self forgiveness for placing oneself into and as ‘energy experiences’ as the Mind interacts with itself as energy – to stop and get back into this physical reality.


To each person, and this I have experienced myself – their specific addiction is apparently unique to them – be it how they participate in relationship-love, their specific religion or the energy from an experience such as anger/resentment. It all comes from and exist as an energy entity you create and participate in as an energy entity that exists eventually around you, which beings interpret as ‘another being’.


I have walked through all of these experiences – demon possession and entity creations. I have also created entities after I for myself realised that demons no longer existed:  One night when i was sick I felt a friend of mine who is the DesteniProductions Portal – SunetteSpies – come to me and sit on my bed and talk to me. I was very sick and had been to hospital earlier that evening due to an infection that spread into my kidneys. I felt the bed sink where she sat and was sure that she had left her body and come to me. A few days later I asked her if she came to me, to cross-reference the experience and she says no – she looks at the moment and explains that I had created this moment with my mind – even down to me physically feeling that someone was sitting on the bed next to me. This I created with my mind because I feared dying and wanted someone to comfort me.


So to explain this physical experience in more detail: Have you had an experience while coming out of a dream where you feel like you are falling off a cliff or are falling of your bed? You physically experience yourself falling – and for a moment as you are being pulled out of sleep into wakefulness – fear rips through you – as you are convinced that you are falling – just to realise as you open your eyes that you are actually doing so in a  state of dreaming. These experiences feel physically real – and I am sure if one observes your life experiences you will see many such points where the mind shifts you into a dimension of itself in which you have ‘experiences’. These experiences  we give value to as having some paranormal or spiritual meaning. Before the demon dimensions were supported about 4 years ago, many such experiences were demons interacting with humans or pre-programmed events within the Unified Field. To understand what I have just explained I suggest watching the History of Mankind Series. I will add the link to the series at the end of this document.  This will assist you in having a background reference point with regards to the design of consciousness and the unified field.


Dimensional/Mind Shifts:


Within our pre-programmed design, we as who and what we have been pre-designed to be within this life time within ‘consciousness’ are combined factors from our design within the soul construct, together with the parental/DNA programming. These factors determine who we become for this life time – and you will find that each human has tendencies, abilities and personalities specific to themselves. This is not unique or spiritual in anyway -it is simply the ‘end product’ of you as your pre-design. Some people have been pre-designed to live specific lives and have specific abilities, while having for example health problems. Others have high intellect, physical health, but emotional insecurity. Some are good at what they do within their careers -and some people find it difficult to fit into the system designs of their world such as society or the money system. If you observe your own personalities and physical problems or strengths you will see that some traits are similar to what other people experience and some traits are even similar to your friends and families’ personality and physical/behavioral designs. Whatever the experience – all of who we are as the human is pre-designed as who each become within consciousness. Again to gain a  better understanding of this I suggest if you haven’t already – to watch the History of Mankind Series.


Continuing – each human is designed as part of the Universal Mind as Consciousness and how it interacts with itself as a functional system called ‘Consciousness’.  The Design of man was specific as each human become a mind consciousness system, dependent on thinking, feeling and emotions to generate energy for the mind to exist. Our greater purpose within consciousness was designed specifically – so that each human plays a role within – what was existed as the Soul Construct. The Soul Construct as mentioned in the history of mankind series played a role in how heaven functioned and how heaven directed beings on Earth for energy.


So – let us look at the design of people who have supernatural experiences: Having just mentioned the pre-programmed design of each human, let us take a look at people who experience mind shifts as the supernatural. As mentioned previously, the demon dimensions were assisted through the support of the dimensions and specific humans assisting within self awareness and self forgiveness, to no longer accept themselves as ‘demonic’.  In 1998 Anu decided to no longer have dimensional beings have access to humans, therefore it would no longer be necessary to have guides present when beings wanted to communicate with humans. Instead he inserted into the minds of psychics and channels – specific placements which were recorded messages that would ‘speak through the channel/medium/psychic. This way heaven as the masters could control what messages humanity received and thus would simplify ‘afterlife communication’ so that guides and angels would not have to accompany and direct any conversations that happened between the afterlife and humanity. That is why you will notice that all channeled messages have always been the same.


Here is a document which expands on this point:


Psychics/channels/mediums were none the wiser that they were no longer communicating with their guides/angels/masters/gurus.. Realize that ‘seeing’ as experienced by psychics/channels/mediums is but a mere projection from within the person’s mind – showing them a picture in the mind through what was referred to as ‘the minds eye’. I was also pre-programmed to see dimensional beings through the ‘minds eye’ or as some would call it ‘the third eye’ for seeing the spiritual realms – which worked according to the placement of a picture that a demon or guide or angel would place within the mind of the ‘seer’ which would then be projected by the mind of the ‘seer’ forward into the persons eyes – so that what is being seen by the channel/psychic/medium is a picture presentation of the room and the dimensional being in the room. Therefore the psychics/channels/mediums were always seeing through the mind according to what was being projected by the dimensional being/guide/demon into the ‘mind’s eye’.


Demons particularly enjoyed playing with the seeing of channels/psychics/mediums because they could project an image of themselves into the mind of the being according to how they would like to be seen. This I have also experienced – having a  demon show itself as a kind pretty Victorian ghost lady, innocently smiling at me and the next minute the demon shifts the picture and I am faced with a hideous black demonic form. I have had many frights and also many laughs, as I was being shown by my guide how he could play with Interdimensional seeing to illustrate how demons could direct the seeing of people.


So to continue to the human mind and its programming. The Soul construct as I explained previously (in conjunction with you watching the history of man series) – even consisted of those people who would see, as discussed ghosts/apparitions and the supernatural. This was part of the distraction and entertainment created to keep humans pre-occupied with the possibility of a god and there being more to the physical. This within the mind of the ‘experiencer’ causes the person to further separate themselves from the physical into the mind, into the picture and energy realities programmed specifically into the minds of humans. As I mentioned previously – not all humans were designed the same. Each human was pre-designed specifically according to who they were to become within the soul construct. Therefore not everyone was designed the same within ‘seeing’ the supernatural. Some humans, like myself were designed to become mediums/channels/psychics. Within the area of ‘the supernatural’ some humans were designed to experience mind/alternative realities, energies, UFO’s etc. These humans would constantly feel like they are within some ‘supernatural experience’ and through their life tend to become obsessed with some supernatural cause such as UFO watching, ghost hunting, astral traveling, healing, spirituality, meditation etc. In this the design functioned to keep humanity asking questions through collective observation and feeding of the entire construct of the supernatural – thus keeping humans trapped in the mind as ‘realities’ to further encourage the energy addition that goes with any form of mental realities. This has become so acceptable for us to live in our mind, that we have completely disregarded the physical reality to the point of the current state of the world. To the average human abuse and starvation for example are ‘believed’ to be beyond their control or beyond their direct responsibility – because each human is trapped within the mind as their own personal bubble. Therefore we do not see what we are actually allowing in this reality, because each one prefers the mind bubble we have created as our individual freedom, that we do not want to take responsibility for the world and the world systems that cause immense suffering so that the rest of us may eat and live, while participating and remaining in our mind realities.


Continuing – while the dimensional access to earth was shut off and later the demons assisted and removed from the earth dimension – humans through their own desire and pre-designing still continued experiencing ‘the supernatural’. Humans were still creating and reacting to events that were being experienced through mind projections and entity creations. I am not going to go into detail with regards to how humanity manifests events through the collective thoughts – as this is a vast topic which shows you the interconnectedness of the human mind and how this shapes through thinking our reality – thus creating continually events, which are then seen as being supernatural.


To stick to this topic of entity creations and the participation therein: people that have been designed  as a personality who experiences energy attacks/ magic/astral dimensions etc – I suggest to realise the following. Your pre-design has been to keep you within the mind and subject to how the mind interacts with you based on your pre-design. Therefore let us use the example of ‘but I felt someone touch my hair’. Prior to the demon dimensions being assisted and prior to the dimensional beings no longer having access to – demons and guides could interact with people through experiences such as ‘someone sitting on my bed,’ or ‘someone tugging at your hair’. What happens now and this I have experienced often, is the mind using imprints of previous moments projected into your experience now, based on what you should be experiencing according to your pre-design. Therefore if you are interacting with say for example someone who you believe is able to curse you with magic, and your fear is directing you within the background – then the mind as your pre-design to create this experience will take a previous moment where it felt like ‘someone tugging on your hair’ when you were a child for example – and will in one moment generate the sensation within your scalp of something tugging at the scalp, which in the mind is equated to the experience of ‘someone is tugging on my hair’. The thoughts within your mind will then take you to the most likely scenario – based on that which you believe could or is already happening to you – which in the case of someone looking for spiritual events – will think – ‘it could be a spirit’.. This is how the mind participates not only within your pre-programming creating any experience by simply generating physical feelings, but is also able to ‘provide more reasons for you to fear something – by having discussions with you as you. In the end you are compounding the experience by talking yourself into further belief about what is happening. All that the mind does is shift you from one mind set to another because you have already accepted yourself as a spiritual person which for example ‘can be affected by other people and their energy’. Therefore it is simple for the mind as it already shifts us from one state of being to the next every day. When one is happy and then shifts to sadness because you allowed an event/person to affect you – this is called the human experience and is accepted by all – but we call it ‘human nature’. This is simply the mind shifting you through energy from one polarity to the next. Thus one minute you are experiencing the energy of happy and the next you see or experiencing something, which you have pre-designed to have a negative value and energetically you shift to ‘feeling’ sad. You are reacting to your world and changing yourself to feel differently.


The same goes for the reason given that others can harm you with their words or with energy/magic. You are the one who is allowing yourself to belief that it is possible and using your mind to change the experience of yourself, based on what you believe and think the other is doing to do. The other person is not actually sending beams of love or energy or magic to you. The other person is playing a  role – such as pretending within their own mind to ‘use magic’ by generating energy within their mind through thinking which they then experience physically as ‘magic energy’. I have done this myself for many years when I use to be a Wiccan. ‘Raising energy’ consisted of me generating a physical response to an idea within my mind of energy. I would then look for clues in my world that my use of ‘magic’ was successful and would connect events that were playing out in my world to my ability to use magic. These events were yet again mostly pre-programmed within my world which corresponded with my belief in my spiritual abilities. Thus my pre-programming would always be fueled by the Unified Field, which was designed through gridlines to present life to me a certain way. Then when my magic would not work – it was seen by me as something I did not do right – simply put – the pre-programmed event was not in place for me to say ‘ ‘yes look my spells worked this time!’.


Therefore you change you according to what is happening inside you as the mind. Now realise the following – some will say to me ‘yes but I was not thinking about a ghost’ until I felt something tug my hair’ therefore how can you say I created it?’ The mind consists of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious levels – therefore what exists within you as the mind is multi layers of programming as fears, judgments, personalities, mind realities, future projections, ideas, past memories etc. Therefore in any given moment the mind is reacting to your world based on what happened in the past and what it fears or hopes will happen in the future. Your pre-design is already telling you that you are spiritual and that spiritual things happen to you. If that was not the case you would not be on this forum attempting to convince me that you are a spiritual soul and have had many spiritual experiences. See how your own pre-design is giving you feedback on itself and then using your own fears to explain your design? To specify: When you experience the tugging on your hair – let us say in relation to a time that the dimensions no longer had access to earth and the mind was closing in on itself and fully becoming the pre-design of each being:  let us say you now feel the tugging which is the mind having captured that feeling in time and re-creating it. The mind says ‘it must have been a ghost’, because

    1. You were already afraid that something was haunting you
    2. You were afraid of someone using magic against you
    3. You were transforming a fear of yourself and your world, into something you could name and something that aligned with your pre-design as ‘a spiritual person’.


Therefore, I suggest observe the following – what is it that we are doing on this forum – we are not playing games into the mind realities that each are already existent within. We are aligning ourselves back here into our physical bodies, by taking self responsibility for our pre-design and for that which we have already created as  ourselves as our personalities, based on our pre-design we have already accepted – as who we are. In doing this we identify how we designed our experiences and we take self responsibility, through self forgiveness and self correction.


Therefore we as the Desteni group who support people within this process of self honesty – always suggest to people – all-in-all  it does not matter whether your experiences falls in the realm of the dimensional beings or in the time when the dimensions were closed off and the pre-programming of each human took over. The point is that in both situations – we accepted the existence of demons and we allowed the mind to create realities for us to exist in based on our pre-programming. Once you realise that you are simply living in a mind reality, while completely disregarding your physical reality which exists as the abuse of life – then one is in a position to take self responsibility for your experiences, no matter how real, who was involved, whether there were demons, what energy you experience within  you or whom you believe in your world is able to harm you. You take self responsibility for the totality of yourself as the one who is experiencing ALL of this, as well as all the other factors involved, such as the other person. Why do we also then self forgive ourselves as the other person, as the pre-programming of the other person, as the soul construct and as the unified field – because in doing this we are standing one and equal to the total design of ourselves and then the total design of each other as we have all co-created the human mind as it is currently. If we do not self forgive each part of each human existent within ourselves, and simply judge or suppress the other person, which exists in you as for example ‘the abuser’ – then by suppressing, denying this within yourself you are completing the cycle of abuser/abused because you walk away in fear while the abuser exists as you within the totality of consciousness – and will simply keep manifesting in your world as new abusive experiences, because this is your design. By taking self responsibility for all aspects of the human, which exist in all of us whether you are aware of it or only aware of it ‘somewhat’ – either way – we stand as the self forgiveness for ourselves and all aspects of ourselves to stop the cycles of abuse we have accepted within ourselves and others. Therefore to look at the other and judge the other for being the abuser or the one that harms me ‘ -is self dishonesty – because the other human – who is also simply reacting to and being directed by their pre-design – is directing the experience at you – because of who you are – in the totality of your design – within the totality of all humans and everything we have ever accepted as ‘human nature.’


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Babies Abandoned in our Current Money and Culture System

This is a common occurrence in South Africa – where a mother is forced to abandon her baby either due to unwanted pregnancy resulting from rape/sexual promiscuity or the realization that she cannot take care of the child.

Why do young South African girls allow themselves to have sex with older males – for Money. Older males come to the schools and offer young black girls money in return for sexual favors. Abortion and abandonment has become to easy for these young girls. Eventually they ‘switch off ‘ to the fact that they have repeated abortions or that they have to leave their babies in foster homes or even worst – some leave them on the streets when they become old enough to ‘fend for themselves’ – which means having to ‘beg for money’. For young girls, unfortunately it has become a point of self acceptance and a level of status to be seen driving around with older men in their nice cars. All the other girls know that he is simply using that girl for sex in return for money and to be seen as ‘special, beautiful and desirable by a man that has money.’ They know that it is just a show, yet in our culture today – what is the one thing we have come to accept – beauty and celebrity – therefore we create this system of abuse – in which a young girl will deliberately compromise herself – to for a moment ‘feel special.’ Do they really feel special knowing they are allowing themselves to be abused? What kind of society have we created – where specialness is equated to allowing abuse? Yes, in a male dominated society – all woman as mothers allow this cycle to continue and will teach their daughters to tacitly allow and continue participating in the sex/beauty system. Why – because of Money.

In our westernized society it is not as blatant as what these young black girls from poorer families allow. It is done on a  more subtle level – and every woman knows this. She is taught from young to watch her weight. She is taught about beauty and grace and how to act like a woman. She is encouraged to do all the normal things girls do – which is to develop her feminine ways to attract a male. In today’s time it is also desirable for woman to become the co-breadwinners, and therefore meet a male that is suitable for her because he too –  is chasing money. Then the two will marry/create a relationship – through which they show others that they are successful in life at ‘chasing money’ and getting money. Everything the male does and everything the female does is simply to make money and to attract a partner through sex – so that you are a strong couple that make money together. Then you start having children and teach them to become machines that go into the world to make money. This is what the human  has become – an organic robot which functions from beginning till end simply to make money and have more money than poor people.

So this is the ‘not so obvious’ – yet to me obvious route that apparently educated westernized people take  in the world – to get money. The young black mother who dumped her baby in the city that I live on Tuesday evening – had her reasons for not wanting to take care of that baby. Either way she had the baby – the point is that in South Africa money is being used to manipulate the masses into remaining ignorant to the abusive patterns that are being allowed. As I just mentioned this young mother either fell pregnant because she was:

    1. Paid by a male to have sex and she does this frequently
    2.  Had sex with a boyfriend and allows unprotected sex because it is seen as being ‘cool’ and makes her desirable to boys. This again is the loop we exist in within the current capitalist system. The politicians know that if they encourage the belief around the freedom of relationship, finding acceptance/love in others, religion and culture – then you keep people stupid and at your mercy. The new black elite can do what they want with the tax payers money. The people who voted for the ANC and keep voting for them every 5 years, don’t even realize how they are being controlled, while the new Elite are sapping all the money from everyone in the country. The people who voted for the ANC believe and are told that their freedom to practice and have their culture, beliefs and heritage is what the new black Elite will give them – in return for their vote. That it is now the time for the ‘black person’ to have freedom in South Africa. So – what do the black Elite do – which is copied from how the White Elite control the masses in the rest of the world – they impulse them with pretty pictures and stories about history and culture and the rights of the individual. This is being abused extensively as politician and religion leaders – know – what they are doing – and they know that money is what makes life comfortable and that the institution that punt onto the humans as culture, religion and ‘belief’ – are the ultimate money makers. Keep people ‘stupid’ by keeping them in the dark ages – believing in an invisible god in the sky  – and in the background you can do just about anything you want with their money. Most people will not and as you can see do not have the capacity to ‘think’ clearly’ based on actually seeing what is going on, seeing what the politicians are doing and seeing the lie – which consists of everything that is pushed through the media every day – which keeps everyone hopeful and happy.
    3. |The third reason – for this young mother dumping her baby on a street in  a shopping bag – could have been because she was raped. This point ties in with the belief males have that
      1. Sleeping with a virgin gives you protection from witchcraft and protect people from the AIDS Virus.
      2. Raping a woman, is your right as a male

This ties in with the above mentioned point about humans and their beliefs. The Money System as it currently exists, functions purely because the leaders ad politicians keep people dumbed-down with culture and religion. When this happens all of humanity allow all forms of abuse in the capitalist system – because they give everything that happens on this planet some religious or cultural or political meaning! What meaning could you possibly give the abuse of another being so that you can live comfortably? What reason could humanity possibly give for the allowance of the excuses that the young mother had to use for having to abandon her child in a bag?

There are so many articles in the news every week of children being abandoned in South Africa. People read it and sigh – yet do nothing about changing the world systems that allow for such abuse. We do not stop and change our culture, our religions, our politicians or money system. Why – because humans are to busy surviving in the system and are to afraid of losing everything the current system provides – that is why everyone sees the problem – but will say or do nothing. Most will even justify why the current system is valid – simply from a fear that if someone like myself  changes the current system – you as the one in the system will not reap the rewards of ‘having more money for you and your family than the next guy.’ Those are the subtle excuses used – always based on fear of changing our world to a new world that is best for all and takes all into consideration. Addicted to your religion and culture – what if your child is left to starve by an Elite race who value their religion and culture and money more than her/his life? Would you leave your child on a planet where half the population starve to that the other half can live comfortably and feel good about themselves for having more – or do you want to place your future generation in an environment where they have a dignified life with all other beings from birth?

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‘A soul torn into pieces’ – Demonology Forum Perspective

Demonology perspective on: ‘a soul being torn into pieces and energies that affect me’

What I realised after having believed for a long time that I could harm others and others could harm me with energy and magic – was the following:

It was not that the other being had magic/magical abilities or some energy they could send to me to harm/heal me with – it was me in the totality as the belief of myself through which I accepted that people are able to harm/heal me – and it was through this resonance that i created within myself based on my ideas/hopes/beliefs – that i would ‘go into’ the experience similar to that of being magically attacked/healed/harmed’.

Thus the day I realised this for myself, I also stopped all addiction to energy based on the belief that I exist as energy -and a fascinating things started happening –

I stopped reacting energetically to words and people based on the value I had given who they were, what I thought  they were doing or what pictures I saw. When i stopped and did self forgiveness on the belief I had created, I was then able to stop my own reactions to the belief – which would take me into some form of reactive behavior as being cursed/blessed/healed etc.

From that point I continued working with self forgiveness to stop the addiction to energy and the addiction to my beliefs around what others and i could do with energy/magic. Then I worked with the basic principle of ‘I am here as the breath in the physical’ – therefore taking self responsibility for any reactions I was allowing in every moment based on ideas I developed about magic/energy.

As you are able to see from your own writings – you are reacting and creating reactions for yourself towards the idea of others and magic. I suggest go through your writings and you will see how you have designed your personality based on what you have accepted. You have a belief about magic and have resonantly created reactions as behaviors when you ‘belief’ someone is cursing you or hurting you with magic.

I suggest observe how people have already applied self forgiveness within this forum on their behaviours. When you are ready to stop this pattern based on your ‘self created reactions to magic’ – then I will assist you in taking each point on with self forgiveness. I suggest test this information for yourself – next time a thought comes up based on a feeling you are having that someone is casting spells on you’ -do the following- stop the thoughts and focus on your breath -stopping all physical reactions you would normally ‘go into’ once you have followed or allowed the thoughts as ‘someone is hurting me ‘or ‘I feel strange perhaps…’

Give us feedback once you have stopped these reactions in one moment.

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