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Youtube comment: Energy is matter
My perspective: If we are substance which is all that exists – then why would we be limited to energy which has a beginning and an end? Even at death you as your mind that generated energy for you through the addiction to spirituality -dies – and thus you return to source. In the afterlife you do not exist as energy – here within the physical you exist as energy because you have accepted that you are your mind as polarity. So here we experience ourselves as energy – and then conclude and assume we remain energy after death – who has been to the afterlife to test this?
Youtube comment: God is dead:
My perspective: God exists as the thoughts of man – because it is our thoughts that create reality because we allow our thoughts to direct us without actually looking at what we are doing. Thus god will only be dead when all take responsibility for ourselves as the thoughts, feelings, emotions, fears, beliefs, opinions, judgments’ that we allow to direct us.
Youtube comment: I believe in Wicca and the Great ones:
My perspective: The Great Ones were masters created by the White Light – to keep you enslaved to religion. We have found through our investigations into the dimensional existence that all masters, guides, angels were told what to say and how to keep you on your pre-programmed life path – so that while you think you are serving some ethereal mystery – what you are actually doing is remaining in your Wicca bubble – just like people from all religions and beliefs – ignorant of what is really going on here – and unable to stand up for Equal Life – because in being a wiccan with apparent access to these invisible beings (you only experience as feelings and energetics) – you are ‘special’ in this world. Nobody is developing common sense – that the great ones and masters and jesus are not here taking responsibility for us. In fact I suggest look at your reference point of experiences you have during wicca – all self manifested experiences based on energy and feelings that come up inside you. The White Light programmed specific events in your life – that would convince you that the great ones are speaking to you and protecting you. Then you never actually take on the white light about why suffering and abuse is allowed and you will justify why nothing changes because you are addicted to how you experience yourself and the Value you have given yourself as a wiccan. This is dishonesty – because belief is designed around each person’s self interest – not what is actually best for all. If you did what was best for all you would find practical common sense solutions that will serve all Equally – not only you in a bubble of magic, energy, and feelings of power.
Youtube comment: I have felt demons strangling me with anger
My perspective: The demons were released and assisted within the dimensional existence more than three years ago – the experiences you have now – are your own Mind as demon forcing you to a point of being possessed by your own fears, anxieties, angers. The Mind now stands as demon and will possess within their dishonesties. I suggest look at the anger towards self that the ‘demon’ was showing you. Demons have always shown us who we are – as dimensional and mind demons – time to become self honest!
Youtube comment: You deserve agony for comparing Scientology with reality. It is a false religion which is designed just like the Masonic hierarchy – the people at the top have all the money & power/knowledge & the people at the bottom have disinformation about the top & less money. If any of you excuses/humans want the real truth then google “Code To The Matrix pdf download” for a very highly detailed codex about actual history, documentation on inter dimensional life, the Serpents, the others & much more.
My perspective: We never said we were into scientology – so firstly your comment starts off within your assumption and lies that you have made up to suit what you are trying to do in these comments. You don’t take the video into consideration and how this information supports us to become self honest about what we have allowed – you want your opinions and beliefs to be justified – because it makes you feel special. ‘You deserve agony’ – this shows you who you are and how you actually experience you.
Youtube comment: want find the real answers – gostudy Scientology.
My perspective: That is merely your opinion. If self is Here as the cause of what exists – then we suggest we all become Self-Honest to stop what we allow, Self Forgiving to stop the cycles of what we allow, Self-Directive to stand as directive principle of what we allow and develop common sense to see what is best for all – SEE NO BELIEFS OR THEORIES REQUIRED. No Separation required where you go into a belief or mind set to try and survive. Direct self here as the physical as breath – That is Real.
Youtube Comment: DesteniProductions worships Satan and is a New Age Movement.
My perspective: ASSUMPTION: You have never met satan so you would not know if he had an agenda, You have never properly investigated new age movements so you are merely repeating what you’ve heard other people say. You have not actually investigated what DesteniProductions are saying – thus you immediately jump to conclusions based on your ignorance and fear – I suggest before commenting take out all the satanic new age crap you read about – and develop some common sense skills to actually discuss the topic.
Youtube comment on OBE’s:
My perspective: We have found in our investigations into the afterlife and interviews with dimensional beings – that Astral traveling and Out of Body Experiences are travels into the realms of the Mind.. That is why you will always experience the same light and points related to your own past, deceased loved ones, desired travels and points you have not dealt with – this is not actually the afterlife – otherwise you would have seen what really exists as the ‘design’ of the white light.
For example looking back at the out of body experiences I used to have: they were about me seeing a deceased family member who I found it difficult letting go off. The near Death Experiences are points facing physical pain or trauma where the Mind Takes you into a dimension of itself – where you go to – where you experience life changing experiences – these experiences are not real – they are mystical or metaphysical in nature and generally leave the person feeling closer to some personal or spiritual purpose. The experience leaves the person confused about what has been or where to go to from here because it deliberately distances you from what really exist in this world – and you start looking at the deeper meaning to life. There is no deeper meaning, the mind takes you into the point of deeper consciousness as a means of locking you further into the current world system design based on Consciousness. This is how your Mind Consciousness System is re-uploaded with new information as to how you will live out your pre-programmed design.
Youtube Comment: Ai jai jai, it is such a pity too see people falling over their own feet. Portals have been open for many, many years. Maybe you guys should do a bit more research before you are all led into the palm of satan. Satan can disguise himself very well and this is just proof of that. Well one thing is certain. No amount of darkness can hide a single spark of light ! And please don’t believe everything you “see or channel”. It is very clear that you are all very young souls, please do some research!!!!
My perspective: You see now this point fascinates me – you start out your comment as if You are an authority on investigating things for yourself – and then immediately show that you use the biggest ASSumption of them all – to support your OPINION – – SATAN. Have you actually met Satan or are you merely repeating what you’ve read in books??? So now that we understand your starting point of deliberate deception let’s move on: If you have studied the research on DesteniProductions you will find…
That the research into the afterlife, Channels and Portals has shown that no actual Dimensional Access was ever allowed – because beings had to be directed according to their pre-programmed lives – and thus no being was ever actually allowed out of their body – all OBE’s were beings going into their Minds. How do you know that your ‘Portals’ (Channels) have never left their bodies to investigate the actuality of the dimensions – look at your words:
your reference points are: Soul, Spark of Light, Satan – this indicates that your channels were fed information through the white light placements – to only repeat information about the light, love and self consumed spirituality. Channels were told what to say and were never shown how the dimensions or this physical really works. This is how you take a self honest look at the information you have been given – and what is REALLY going on in the world.
What exists in the world was directed by the White light and managed by those dear masters and guides you love so much. The Dimensions were the management section of your pre-programmed life here – that is why heaven never stopped abuse and suffering – heaven as the masters and ascended beings controlled the pre-programmed lives of beings here to further exists within Mind consciousness – to support heaven as ‘Energy’
Youtube comment: We are Energy
My perspective: Currently we exist as Energy which is a limited system that has a beginning and end and requires our participation through polarity – this you have indicated in your own comment – by mentioning the high and low experience as an example – without ACTUALLY considering the consequence and implication of what you are saying. Consider this: why would ‘who we are’ be limited to an energy system that is bound to how we create energy through our minds? The Mind dies at death and the research you have looked into is not able to see what happens after death. So you are ASSuming that because you are an energy system now – that this is who we are after death. Common sense: how can we be a limited system – as who we are? And according to your research: When who we are is not understood beyond death? Surely who we are is not an energy system dependent on the energetic addictions we rely on as the Mind, supported within this world as CONsciousness? I mean Life is not energy surely because then life would require a battery and then it would not be life it would be energy. Substance as who we are as all that exists, surely cannot be limited down to a singular limited polarity expression as Energy? That would mean that people who don’t require energy as the Mind, who remain stable as the Breath – who are Authorities within stability here as Breath as consistency – over rule Life? Common Sense tells us that a point exists where energy is not required, because who we are as substance is constant.
What is self-forgiveness? Self forgiveness is me realising who and what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and how that creates me as this world, that does not stand within oneness and equality for all. Therefore I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as a mind, a robot that was created by me to exist within a holographic reality until who I am realizes me to be self, completed and not limited as the mind within the system of the mind. What does it mean to exist as a robot within this system we call ‘life’? It means that we have existed within thoughts, within emotions, within feelings, within our believes, within ideas and justification – and we call this living. Why are we not living as self within self expression? Because we have designed ourselves to be that which is the mind and as I said we call ourselves ‘living’. However have you ever asked yourself the question why you have called yourself ‘who I am’, when what you are still existent within thoughts? Are you a feeling? Are you an emotion? Are you a believe? Are you a thought? Oh really? So you and I have limited ourselves by this one thought, this one feelings and this one believe that exists as who we experience ourselves to be. We exist from the time of birth apparently, because our parents and other adults have told us to be – as a thought. I think therefore I am. I am told by my parents and other adults that I am an emotion and that for me to exist within this world I must act according to certain emotions and feelings and ideas of each other and ourselves and that apparently in our capacity of self – we are only and will always only exist as we always have – within what exists as our minds. So when your parents tell you to think and feel, you do that and have always done that and we have never question why? We grow up and we live as these feelings and emotions and we fight to keep our thoughts ‘alive’ in our heads! What are your thoughts? Are they alive? Yes you could say that you think therefore you live as that thought, therefore you live? Really? If adults and society did not tell you that you ‘have’ to think and feel then who would you be? Would how you express yourself be different if you did not love to feel and think? So who we have become are mere organic robots walking around living for and as the thoughts and feelings that we have been trained to live as. We do not actually live people because we are slaves. We are slaves because we just don’t grasp how fucked we are as thoughts and feelings.
I mean look at yourself as I look at myself. What happens in my head is apparently who I am. You think you are ego and that you must feel and that you must exist within the polarity emotions of your mind – to be alive! Why must we feel? Oh yes we feel good. So we have been trained by society and our parents that we must grow up and live to feel, because feeling good is really all this is about. So what happens to feeling good all the time? Well, it must have a polarity opposite so that feeling good is able exist. Yes so we as ourselves create the opposite of feeling good, so that we know when we are experiencing feeling good. Now take that example through to all our forms of thinking. I think I am good, therefore at some stage during my day I must think something bad of myself in order for me to later on think I am a good person again. I experience anger now so that later I feel no anger and I am able to say: ‘oh everything worked out in my world so that I don’t have to feel anger anymore’.
So what does the world system as our collective conscious do to support us globally in what we think and feel individually? Well we support what we think and feel by setting up our world so that we may think and feel in certain ways. We created money to support” rich/poor, safe/unsafe, happy/sad, alive/dead, content/traumatized, special/not special, welcome/not welcome, sufficient/not sufficient, worthy/not worthy etc.. And that list goes on.
We created other world systems and we created jobs and family systems and society to place ourselves into so that we may support and create these placements in which we may continually experience ourselves within polarity that is interpreted by us through emotions and feelings and thinking. So you see we are merely here supporting each other in existing as robots that think they are merely polarity based systems existent to be emotions, thinking and feeling. We have accepted ourselves to be the above mentioned. When we stop and I ask you but why do you want to continue existing as a support structure within the system so that your system as your mind may support you to be a system: Then people say: ‘oh but I have always done this so why must I do anything differently’. Jeesus Christ why would we want to be robots living as systems that are merely here to keep the world systems moving, so that a few have control and exist and express who they want to be through money? Why do we want to keep the world systems moving so that a few hundred or maybe thousand may exist within self expression here as a mind system? Who we are is mind systems supporting the rich and powerful so that their mind systems may experience themselves as these supreme systems? Why do we support the existence of family and monetary systems while we see that we are merely pawns to the greater systems?
The ‘supreme systems’ don’t exist either, because the rich and powerful that we so happily support are merely acting as robots themselves and who actually ‘benefits’ from this? We act like robots so that a few may also act like bigger robots. Does a rich person who sits on a boat sipping his drink, afforded from the sweat of your all consuming brow really live? No he experiences a feeling of the mind called ego. Oh yes but remember that feeling of being rich and important and good looking and popular is a nice feeling and we support them because well at least we feel good when we tap into that good feeling hey? So we justify the rich guy on the boat by existing in our place as robots and we call it ‘our choice’. I have my family and my ten children and my TV and my car and therefore I am sooo happy. Yes people this is what it comes down to. We justify ourselves through justifying our existence here as robots. We say that family and society and materialism is the foundation of who we are. Without these things we will die or be very uncomfortable. Look around you. The system keeps you in a bubble in which you work, go home to your family and wake up the next day to work. The rich get richer and you and I remain locked in a world in which we have justified our existence while our sole reason for being there is…because it feels right, or it looks right or it has always been that way.
If you and I were born on a planet where we did not know about family or money or society or materialism or law, who and what would we then be? Would we be lost or would we actually have no limitation other than what we accept ourselves to be within our environment and our physical expression. Would we say to ourselves ‘oh but surely I should love that person to be me’ or would we just be ourselves? What would become of this world when all world systems collapse? Would we actually believe that the death of ourselves as pre-programmed robots is the death of self? Do we exist to please that which we have always just accepted? Let’ say the feeling of Love or Anger disappears. Would I die? Would I cease to exist? Am I taking away some great purpose or meaning for myself as myself? Why would a feeling that comes from my head that keeps me in continual cycles of polarity be what is best for me and what is best for all?
Is what we created right now what is best for all? We say that we feel because it gives us such great pleasure while others suffer due to the opposite of that same feeling. Are we absolutely sure that we are who we are because of who we accept ourselves to be in our minds? Why have we decided that our way of being, as existing continually day by day as thinkers, believers and feelers, really what is best for ourselves and for all? Have we ever stopped to ask ourselves why we have become who we are when surely Loving feelings should be enough?
If the feeling of Love is sufficient then why do we not equally share this feeling? Why does one get to feel a positive polarity while another feels the opposite? Do we continue in this cycle of polarity called the human existence, blindfolded to the common sense of it merely because we have always done it? If I knew that for a child to never be raped again I had to stop fearing myself or my actions and step up and take responsibility for myself, would I be able to see that? Would I be able to see what polarity creates? Do we have it within us to stop and ask the questions why we have accepted this world as ourselves? Do we have it within ourselves to see who we have become, to see why and to stop ourselves so that we have the opportunity to stand as the solution? What would be a solution for what we have become? Surely we must start by applying common sense. Then we have to walk as that answer and live self-honestly and self-responsibly so that we may say: we are here and we do not accept what we have been for so long, without awareness of what we create and without individual self responsibility. It is not that difficult to place all that we have become in this world before us and to take it all apart and see our roles individually. It is really not that difficult to forgive ourselves and to become self responsible for what we have accepted and allowed.
So Self forgiveness is self realising who each is within that which exists here as who we have become. Self forgiveness gives each the opportunity to clearly see, without judgment who he or she really is, without shame and without regret. To just see and then move beyond and to realize that we don’t have to hide behind what we have accepted. We just have to see and self forgive and then together realize what we stand for and who we are. What are we one and equal to? Well our world reflects what we are one and equal to and that is common sense. No amount of inner knowing or book learned knowledge will begin to change what is here, until we stand equal and one to ourselves and then accept that we are responsible for ourselves. Consciousness is here because we have accepted it to be so and that is what the mind accepts. The mind is merely showing you and me that we are one and equal to what we have accepted ourselves to become and the world that we exist in reflects that to us as we have separated ourselves outside ourselves so that we may see ourselves. One and equal we will see ourselves and this world will expand outward more directly and hectically until we stop and look at our world as who we have allowed ourselves to actually accept ourselves as. We have accepted this world, whether we want to argue this or not and we will separate and consume ourselves until we stop and forgive and start again.